the first fasting day is 2 days to go.
I have prepared things that may need during the month. hmm.. I think it won't be so easy for me with school stuffs and anything else :D
I must pass this month well (better than last year, I have to keep myself from little-but-meaningful-sin, hehe, amin).
But the most important thing is this; I often thinking bad things about my environment and blame them whenever I got bad mood. I know it's sooo WRONG. I dunno why I can do so, neither I know how to make that thing vanished.
It's been some days from the first that horrible thing happened. I just feel like I'm not on the new circle formed by those bonds while people keep exist on it and make it grows stronger. I assume it seems like I just stand there temporarily, and that every second goes by, I have a big possibility to jump off the circle and being isolated with my own.
Well, this is just my own thought, people might have different one from mine. Can you see what I'm talking about?
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