GAAAH

*the internet connection has been so damn slow for some days. I’d waited for hours before surfing on the net, but mostly it doesn’t work. What the worm.

2 posting a day. I got nothing to do -______- well; I haven’t done my art and bahasa project, actually. I don’t like disturbing my free Saturday by doing those continuous tasks even I have to finish them as I have spare time. Assignment keeps going on and on and on and on and sometimes it drives me mad. It’s bored. Oh yes that’s definitely true.

Hmm… anyway, I’ve promised you I’ll tell things that have happened in past a week, haven’t I? Anyway, they’re so many, dear. I think I’d better think about it by myself instead telling them to you all, because they’re just nothing for others’ ears. But you can see one of them on freyona.blogspot.com with post title "ngamuk...hahhaha" if you want it and drop some comment (ok I have no promise anymore,ryt?).

*hei gendis, I've promoted your blog anyway. I dunno why I can't link it in this post :(

So… I’m currently listening to old songs, again. There’re so many new songs coming out and I just need a different one to balance the atmosphere in my head (hah?).

*I want change the word ‘she’ and ‘her’ but I’m lazy to do that. And I didn't write any repetition stanza

Supernova—Ellegarden

My war is over
No resurrection
I guess I was scared of being that happy
She's a supernova I was reaching out for
I heard her footsteps fading away from me

No matter how hard I can try
I never think that I can fly
And now she has turned her backed to me
There is nothing I can do as well
But to dream her all the time
I'm a fuckup and I'm nuts so she's gone

My clumsy dancing on my tiptoe
She said she liked it and I thought she was lying
Now I know she said that not to cheer me
But now it's too late fading away from me

Many things I left unsaid
A thousand miles away you're sleeping
Sometimes I can be a guy you wanted me to be
But only in my dreams

No matter how hard I try
I never think that I can fly
And now she has just turned her back to me
There is nothing I can do as well
But to dream her all the time
I'm a fuckup and I'm nuts so she's gone
I'm a fuckup and I'm nuts so she's gone

bye.